Just out of idle curiosity shaDEz what exactly would this utopianistic communist society you dream of look like in the real world ?

The real question though is HTF your communist ideologies are gonna change the elements of human nature to achieve these goals? No matter how you slice it, greed, racism, the desires to suceed and advance from personal achievement are present to some degree in nearly everyone on the planet, so how would your ideologies adress these?

Lastly here's my own perspective : anyone enamored with the idea of wanting for everyone to be considered equal in all regards is someone also seeing themselves as less than the bulk of society already and expecting embracement of communistic doctrines by society as a way of improving their standing without actually having to work for it.